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lost

2010-02-28T02:07:00.000-08:00

i dunn wat i want to pursue now.. yesterday went to ucsi with py, botak n hx. was exposed to pharmacy, i suddenly wonder, is this what i want? Hearing what i might be learning in four years, i felt extreme boredom and uncertain for my future, thanks to hx... kept putting off my flame for pharmacy.. but i oso wonder, if i really want pharmacy...

now, i lost n confused with the sequence of courses and uni's i put in ipta application..

oh no... i am so lost!!!

ppl around advised to go overseas... but i dun even know where to start.. how i wish, everything is all done for me and i just need to walk the path.. but, things are not like tat, i need to make my own decision, which i am affraid it might not be the right one for me..

T.T lost..

stpm results

2010-02-25T08:10:00.000-08:00

OOOMMMMGGGG~!!!! not having any intention to brag about my results, but... i got 4 flat for stpm!!!!! 4.0 !!! omg!! omg !! omg!!! so happy until, i non'stop toking today!!!! seriously.. with my best fren.. ah wei...haha.. we 2 tok damn alot today... really non stop..

i'm happy for py n hx too!!! both 4.o scorer...

n i am sad for hee zhern, he is very brilliant n smart, although we r enemies, but i muz admit he is a very gud person too... haiz, dun understand y this happen to him... but, he will definitely do very well in his life..

n i conclude tat, i am very lucky. i dare not say i am very smart or hardworking, because i bet others are smarter n put in more effort (since i always go watch movie, karaoke, n shopping like almost every month few times). moreover, i did not do my papers very well. I left one entire question for maths paper 2, 17 marks.. cried like shit tat day... den, chemistry, paper 1, cant finish 5 questions, pleaded the inspector to give me extra time, so fortunate my wish was granted.. lastly, pa paper 1 i tembak quite a lot...

i am so lucky.. i wonder what good deed have i done to have this wonderful thing happening to me... i must do something back in return.. i nvr felt so grateful in my life, n i am very proud of myself too.

STPM

2010-02-23T06:33:00.000-08:00

AAARRRGGGHHH!H!!!! left around 1 more day!!!!!! dunno wat to think of... N oso very lost... T.T

i juz found out today... ruan jing tian got gf... haiz emo.. i so luv him la... T.T

New Job!!

2010-02-21T23:34:00.000-08:00

getting new job!! only one sat and sun, working in giant usj. some stay free thing.. 10 to 10. very long ar... but 1 day RM 80, quite gud la. the bad thing is need to go for training, in damansara.. =.= juz to go there oso feel like dying.. l8r ask mom c how.. sat n sun i oso nth to do.. nth wrong la accepting this job.. but a bit not worth lo, only 1 week. sum project 1 month le. 1 training for 1 month's job, so gud.. if every job only 1 week, summor need go training.. then can die lo.. =.= tired..

this time is sumthing like sanitary pad. for stay free company.. : ) shud be sth easier than maggie mee chicken stock n liquid thing.. *hope very hard*

sumhow i feel like lucas now, haha cos he work the shit out of himself to earn money.. i'm doing the same too.. hehe

MY QUEEN 2

2010-02-21T21:58:00.000-08:00

The reason i so liked this drama becos it's abit dif from other love series..

this is a love story between a 33 yr old woman with a 25 yr old boy.. haha... very very unusual... yet so sweet!!! so romantic!!! oh man... i'm stucked in this imaginary world... again... save me.. T.T

MY QUEEN

2010-02-21T21:43:00.000-08:00

OMG!!! taiwanese drama is so damn nice.. it has been out for quite long already, but i just had time to watch it recently.. I am so overwhelmed now, and can't get out of the drama.. it's too sweet and perfect... damn empty now i feel.. side effects.. becoming zombie la me... T.T.. tat's the thing i hate about watching lovey dovey series, especially those involving handsome guys... it really takes my soul away.. leaving one empty shell... =.=

gud oso la.. temporarily take me away from stpm anxiety... results coming out this thurs..

tml start working again.. sad la... hope i get over this wooziness soon... i love you!! Lucas!!! so so much!!! you're the most perfect person in this world!!! becos You don't exist!! haha... this is the gud thing bout taiwan drama.. get to see handsome guys that are like really perfect. they are smart, handsome, loyal summor romantic.. where got boys these perfect 1 wor.. haha... after watching guys such perfect, u won't have mood to get in relationship d, cos no1 around is this perfect.. haha...

I so so so love you, Lucas.. How i wish i am shan wu shuang... hehe.. :P

I in this stage where in mandarin is called = fa hua chi... something like serious day dreaming bout sum non'existent person..

but i think i am still normal la for now, cos i used to get crazy about anime character.. i really think tat is worse... cos its not even human...

i'm 20 d, i tot i won't get so high with love dramas.. but.. my mentality is still the same as i was in primary 6. i rmbr that yr, meteor garden taiwanese version was jus out. i got so crazy bout it until i lived like a zombie for few months before i recovered from that wooziness.. hehe.. stupid me... wish i can recover soon enough!!

Oh... Lucas.. so handsome.. i will do anything juz to get u.. hehe :p

christmas!!

2009-12-23T07:32:00.001-08:00

i dunno y i'm so excited.. i dun even hv any plan for tml yet (dun think i'm getting any)... haha... sien la, everyone oso got plan d... oh, this beautiful season is making me sad... hey, u guys with plan, appreciate those ppl u r going out wif.. haha.. gosh!!! i sound like i hv no fren...

Practically, me fren are all too bz, n i am abandoned.. wat to do... life's like tat... sob sob.. oh man, xmas is supposed to be happy... n yet... my xmas wish-- pls send me sum1 to be with tml.. pls pls pls... evangeline... haha (from princess n frog)..

i shall wish even harder... pls pls pls.... pls pls pls.... give me a happy xmas... hehe... tat will do...

enjoy everyone!!!

random

2009-12-22T07:40:00.000-08:00

watched 2 movies today, one is in the noon, the other is at night, with the guys n den family... 2 great movies... my fav.. haha... juz came back from penang n langkawi not long, was feeling extremely void.. for sum reason... i kinda developed sum weird sensation... haha... n i realised is juz sum vacation crave... quite scary though.. but, i hv moved on for sure.. a new life will start tml... haha... i'm wondering how are the others doing, especially ping yee n botak...

here i hope my fren can moved on, or he already had.. dunno... n my other fren can get mature a bit... haha.. so tat it'll be easier for everyone of us...

n oso, congratz to my beloved wife... haha... she's in a relationship.. OMG!!! tadaaaa!! its audrey.... i reallly hope she will be happy... n sweet always.... ya, drown in luv... wonder when will my time comes.... haha.... guess i shall continue wait... T.T... alone again this christmas.. well, gotta get used to this lonesome... haha..

ya, toking bout xmas, haha, i really like this season... so warm, so happy... season to stick with everyone u luv... luv christmas carols, all of them... so engulfed with love...

ohya, new updates, sze tah, is now with ping ying.... haha gossip... juz found out from facebook... very shocking... nvr expect... so sweet.... haha.... n oso mei wah with jin ee... omg... this makes me feel worse... y is everybody getting together n i'm staying single... so unfair... haha, juz joking, anyway, wish tat they will be happy always... haha...

cant wait... xmas coming... i dunno wat's up is wrong with me... haha....

today me n wee hong also bought sth for ben, guess wat, sth related to butterfly.. haha, cos he got engaged in penang with a butterfly... but it died in the end... so, we gave him a butterfly to reduce his sorrow... wahahaha.... wow, c, another couple... wat to do... luv is all around

another stage

2009-08-19T08:11:00.000-07:00

in a very happy mood these day, haha...
n found out lei wei googled my name... haha... n found out sth juicy... woohoo...

ok, i hv watched "up" recently, not the entire one, but, parts by parts.. is about the promise of this old man to his wife 70 years ago. he pulled his hse along throughout the whole journey.. den de end, he let the hse go.. juz like letting the burden go.. this is wat i am feeling now... haha... how cum??? god knows..

but, toking bout "up"... the relationship between them is so sweet.. so devotional... so.. touching.. until my tears cum out.. so weird, easily touched by similar true n strong relationship recently... haha, partially admire n partially jealous.. haha..

well. recently so much things had happened.. i was dreadfully emo, until i think i hv gained sum wrinkles... but, i think i hv succesfully gone thru it... like i'm at the other stage now... haha... burden gone.. but.. purse bleeding... extra spending.. T.T summor today went out to eat wif ah wei, Vv n mun hin.. very long nvr eat lunch after school... summor ate at Bliss... last time i used to go there a lot.. with sum1.. haha... reminiscing, i cant belif so much has happened... yet, everything went back to zero now.. but, i belif after all these, i hv undergone sum sort of self develoment n improvement... haha.... well, at least i kno how to judge myself beta, n hopefully i can judge others beta next time....

hehe... all the best to myself maintaining this extremely gud mood!!!

travellin soldier by Dixie Chicks

2009-07-29T06:27:00.000-07:00

"Travelin' Soldier"

Two days past eighteen
He was waiting for the bus in his army green
Sat down in a booth in a cafe there
Gave his order to a girl with a bow in her hair
He's a little shy so she gives him a smile
And he said would you mind sittin' down for a while
And talking to me,
I'm feeling a little low
She said I'm off in an hour and I know where we can go

So they went down and they sat on the pier
He said I bet you got a boyfriend but I don't care
I got no one to send a letter to
Would you mind if I sent one back here to you

Chorus: I cried
Never gonna hold the hand of another guy
Too young for him they told her
Waitin' for the love of a travelin' soldier
Our love will never end
Waitin' for the soldier to come back again
Never more to be alone when the letter said
A soldier's coming home

So the letters came from an army camp
In California then Vietnam
And he told her of his heart
It might be love and all of the things he was so scared of
He said when it's getting kinda rough over here
I think of that day sittin' down at the pier
And I close my eyes and see your pretty smile
Don't worry but I won't be able to write for awhile

[Chorus]

One Friday night at a football game
The Lord's Prayer said and the Anthem sang
A man said folks would you bow your heads
For a list of local Vietnam dead
Crying all alone under the stands
Was a piccolo player in the marching band
And one name read but nobody really cared
But a pretty little girl with a bow in her hair

[Chorus x2]

emo day

2009-07-29T06:26:00.000-07:00

i shudnt be on9 at this hour.. supposed to be studying, working hard... but, i muz release.. well, sth happened today, or nth at all... i feel like i 'm waiting for sth... which myself oso dunno wat... like sudden lonesome has engulfed me... or wat i always say, void in the sole.. it started off as usual, happy day... until... i oso not sure... mood swing.. n den, tears came out from my eyes.. has been happening quite often lately..

lately i hv decided, to becum doctor, i dunno whether i can make it anot, but this is my ambition for now. i hv nvr been so determined and confirmed b4.. when shu xian was asking me, if u cant be doctor... i said i would dunno wat else to do in my life... n den, i heard sum stories from my mom, bout sum1 just passed away.. so, sumhow this add onto my emoness.. den, i was watching the seiries, very sad n sentimental scene... extra emo

jus now i read ah wei's blog. she said" i will feel lonely, not becos i am wandering alone at else where, but the tot of no one is waiting for me back at home.." this feeling is so empty, so void, like loss of hope in life.. like this song "travelling soldier" by Dixie Chicks. very soothing music, but the lyrics, is a story bout a girl, waiting for a a soldier to cum back home. they juz met once, in a bar, while the man is waiting for the truck to take him into the army camp to come. den, he told this girl he just met:"i bet u hv a boyfren, but i dun care, i need sum1 to send a letter to.." in a way, he has no one waiting for his return, n he needed sum kind of emotional clutch... however, he didnt make it home. when his name was read at a memorial, nobody cares, except for a young lady, hiding in a corner, crying...

cute poem

2009-07-21T09:17:00.000-07:00

i got this from a newspaper, in chinese, although is very simple, i find it very cute

the title is sth like this = wo xi huan ni xi huan wo, hao zi zai( i really dunno how to translate this)

i like to read, u like to talk
fortunately, u're not like any other childish girls
continuously asking me whether i like u or books more
or when r u going to finish reading
when can we talk

u kno i dislike noise so u always stay quiet doing your own thing
sumtimes, you will tok to our cat
reminding me soothingly of ur existence

besides reading
i enjoy the accompany of a quiet person
although u always have a lot of things to say
so much passion to give
but you understand me n learn to hold

i hv many likes' and dislikes'
of cos, u 2
your patience taught me
to like sum1
is to feel so natural when we're together

the more i kno, the more i dun undastan

2009-07-21T08:55:00.000-07:00

There is this perso, whom i kno for quite sum time already, n i feel tat he had becum more n more like a stranger to me, as i kno him more..

At first impression,
very humble, easy going
friendly
helpful
funny
and nice to be with

now, the impression
does not has own stand, changes with the flow
will not reject anyone that approaches, i mean anyone at all
always like to cross borders, care 2 much bout all the things tat are non-related to ownself at all
say things without thinking, n r always irresponsible of wat he had said or promised
jus like to flirt around, to anyone at all.. (i dun really kno wat is purpose of doing this,probably its fun doing so by giving the misleading signal)

those qualities that are good at first, becum the bad ones... very funny huh?? but, its very real... i dun kno, whether this fren of mine has changed, or is just like tat from the start.. juz tat i din kno well at first..

i oso feel very wasted, as most of us agreed that this fren is very nice in the beginning... no one know things will turn out this way, n a person that looked so mature, turn out to be a childish kid that doesnt understand the meaning responsibilities.. its really a waste, becos i must admit, anyone that gets to kno this person at the beginning,will like to hv this fren... sth i call "ren yuan hao". seriously, this is not sth u can earn, it comes from birth i belif, becos sum ppl when u look at them, immediately, u like them, but others not.. however, without good personality, of cos ppl will still dislike u after knowing u... jus tat, u hv won others' liking at the start.. bonus!! haha...

even until now, sum of my frens still find it hard to blif that the true personalities of this fren of ours are like tat, well, becos of the superbly good impression given.sigh

2009-07-11T06:55:00.000-07:00

another day has gone
i'm still all alone
how could this be
you're not here with me..

luv u MJ

very random topic

2009-07-10T10:31:00.000-07:00

finally, i am updating my blog!!! yay!! give me a big clap!!!

ok, 2day, we went to play badminton, quite fun.. i think i actually played beta then the previous time. jus tat this time, my si fu is not there, very buzy wor... i hv to comment, our stamina is so damn bad... only 1 hour we played, we were exhausted.. so lousy... haha... n, me n ah wei's partnership is very bad oso... i wonder y we signed up for the doubles...

n den, when we were done, in the car, audrey was toking bout this fren of hers, having a crush on this guy since last year.. yet, she's still not over him.. u kno y? cos the boy continuously disturb her n flirt with her... i realised, most of the guys are like tat.. very de jerk... haha... n den ah wei said this, most of the boys today, if they hv got time, they dun mind giving their concern, care n extra luv to other girls no matter they like the girl anot... this is so real... i support u ah wei!!!

i damn hate those guys like tat de lo... wanna be superstar isit, n den make every girl his pet... such a jerk!!! haha..

all photos taken during last year n this year outings

2009-01-17T07:00:00.001-08:00

blogspot is really giving me a very hard time to upload all these photos... so, i did not upload everything i took, just sum significant parts that can tell most of the story.. hehe.. enjoy..

scouts gathering night, had fun, meeting all the old frens, n looking at those juniors.... everybody meet sze tah,my senior n fren in scouts... hehe/... he became fat a bit liao le... i wanted to post other photos with all the old frens, but, cant upload it into the blog..., perhaps next time...

this is de part of the insects we catch ourselves for first 2 times we went lake view.

trip to batu caves... to... erm... buy insects... haha... me, mun hin, eva n hong yun, long lost fren... he's a very gud guy... hu ever becum his gf, she's lucky..

the one under the srhine of light, is mun hin.... hehe.. org bodoh... act holy

Xmas eve, we went out n yam cha, 4 of us, without violet... these 2 damn ss, i no mood to take picture, so i took their ss poses... hehe

so ugly 2 of them... haha.. oopss

onE DAY in the holiday, after su rong came back from sabah, we went to skul for painting, but, go orientationday, so we canceld it n went pyramid red box.. syok betul, but, i did not get to sing "zui jin" all fought for the mike... N Jee King sang the worst, cos always fool around.. THen we played with wigs, look ar eva n su rong in long long hair... Su rong with eva oso choose a few outfits for jee king n wee hong.. quite suit them... n, there r sth extra...but its PNC... haha

We ate in gasoline... pirate ship.. n i accidentally oredered extra food... luckily, can cencel order... hehe.. (tq for backing up)

Recently, my family had new members, 2 hamsters, the 1 in the hse is MI MI, the fat female hamster, big bully, n the one on the running wheel, is tam tam, small male hamster.. haha... 2 of them fought alot.. (actually is MIMI chasing tamtam) so sad

Xmas present from Ben!!! tq!!!!!

17/1/09, saturday, today got replacement class.. sat oso need go skul.. so sad...after skul, went eva's hse to finish the insect project...
the street in front of eva's hse.. su rong n i got too bored, n wanted fresh air badly, we went out to walk, n realised that this street is quite a view... ^.^

HAha, damn SS.....

the toilet wee hong got locked in... hehe

1std pic is wei xiang's back... hehe, n 2nd 1 is mun hin.... well.. story after tat is up to your imagination...

satisfying day!!!

2009-01-17T06:15:00.000-08:00

well, first of all... We finally finished, the insect project finally!!! thank god, n thank everyone.... i jus feel so proud, n satisfied, n contented... until, so overwhelmed..... wa... very hard to describe my feeling... i feel so "high" now... haha... on drugs...

These are when we first caught the insects, n i did the perserving of their bodies. the insects in the 1st picture, have all been eating up by our biggest enemy--THE ANTS, sob sob, so sad...

TAADADADAAAA!!!!!! coming up next...... our final result...

So, wat do u think? i feel pretty proud of myself.... (n others too, cos everyone put in a lot of effort) looking at this picture, i feel so satisfied...

Look at our happy faces... wat a relief...

n todday, i finally met mun hin's best fren... he ar, always tok bout him 1, until i oso think they 2.. r...a couple.. hehe... his quite friendly, n easy to tok to, cos, oso like us, tok nonsense gang... hehe... mun hin called him cum to eva's hse, jus to help us... too bad, i din take his photo... from 2 sth, we move the insects into the container, labeling, n sealing, until 7pm... omg... we took damn freaking long...

so,reward ourselves, we decided to go 19 digital mall for a mall... n.. tat place is still quite empty, but, okla, i quite like it, cos the whole place is white...like, you know, in movies, how they show the world after death... haha choi!!!

first, we had a meal, at "ka fei tian"... de food is quite ok, n so as the drinks... n the best thing is, its free!!.. HAHA. of cos not the restaurant giving it for free( that wont happen in the real world), jus tat the meal was on wei xiang's treat... around RM 50.... so freaking expensive... thank you so much, wei xiang... haha....

N... here cums the funny part----- wee hong is locked in the toilet...

b4 leaving, wee hong suggested we explore the toilet.. so, we went in, den cum out.... wait wait wait... how cum wee hong wasnt out yet... den mun hin n wei xiang, went to check out.... n we 3 girls wait summor... wa... they 3P ke.... it's like exceptionally long, where got boys take so long 1 in toilet... den, mun hin rush out, anxiously, saying, wee hong is locked it the toilet... ( basically is becos, the toilet is very new, n the lock for each cubicle, is too tight, until cant be opened)

So, we, called in security, n summor janitors to help out... we girls, can only wait outside, so we peeped in anxiously, (like ham sap po)... haha.... until aroiudn half an hour, only wee hong was rescued... wa... so.. terrible experience for him... if it was me inside, i would hv cried...seriously.. but wee hong didi not...

rounding everything up, today is a very wonderful day, n i enjoy it to the max... luv today...

2008-10-27T06:59:00.000-07:00

If someone deceives u once, shame on him! If someone deceives u twice, shame on u!!!

2008-10-27T06:48:00.000-07:00

喜欢一个人应该是开心的，如果你不抱着占有他的欲望

喜欢两个人是你的错

2008-10-22T04:17:00.000-07:00

今天，跟阿玮江关于能不能同时喜欢两个人，现在在想回他讲的话，觉得真得很对。是你让你自己喜欢上两个人，因为是你自己让你有机会跟一个人去相处更多〉。所以绝对不可以说我同时爱上两个人，不是我的错。

funny comic, but sum hard to undastan

2008-10-16T01:26:00.000-07:00

i curi from swt lee blog.. hehe, sum are very funny, but i need time to digest only i can get the joke..
http://www.explosm.net/comics/15/

dif between man n woman

2008-10-04T04:09:00.000-07:00

check this out, dif between men n woman damn true. copy from AM AM.

THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MEN N WOMEN
1. A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he wants. A woman will pay $1 for a
$2 item that she doesn't want.

2. A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man
never worries about the future until he gets a wife.

3. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can
spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

4. To be happy with a man you must understand him a lot & love him a
little. To be happy with a woman you must love her a lot & not try to
understand her at all.

5. Married men live longer than single men - but married men are a lot
more willing to die.

6. Any married man should forget his mistakes - there's no use in two
people remembering the same thing.

7. Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed. Women somehow
deteriorate during the night.

8. A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't. A
man marries a woman expecting that she won't change & she does.

9. A woman has the last word in any argument. Anything a man says
after that is the beginning of a new argument.

10. There are 2 times when a man doesn't understand a woman - before
marriage & after marriage.

sum updates

2008-10-02T07:33:00.002-07:00

ok, few days back, went swimming with my konco. 80% of my konco went... (total only 5 person- my wives) ah wei din cum..
but, stupid me, din take picture of us with our swimming suits...
this friday i will take our "sexy" looks...(**ahem) hehe...
but i hv sum photos after the swim..

(ok, i dun look nice in this photo.. my eye bag so big.. finish!!)
after the swim, audrey wanted to buy eye solution, so i tried out a spec. n i like it.. so cool man... if penang trip canceled, then i buy it.. hehe..

ok. den, dat night itself.. out of extreme boredom.. i took out all my scout stuff, n took picture of them..

group photos of all badges i hv.. so little huh?? if kevin see, sure criticise me 1..(like dat oso wan show off).. too bad la..

ok, let's hv closer look on wat they are... so proud of TL badge.. wahahaha.. n on the right, sum badges from camps.. (so little).. saw the world jamboree badge?? its in thailand one, of coz, not mine, my cousin- a king scout...

ok, these are malaysia jamboree stuff. 2007 in negeri sembilan.. very happy memories.. i jus rmbr we stayed there many days.. until amanda's tent roask.. soli ..
ok, on the left are souvenir from the camp, n the right, is the name tag.. still keeping... hehe.. n the yellow colour scarf is actually jamboree scarf...

now. i show u the baby my mom baby-sitiing... her name is casendra

very cute she is.. damn cute.. but, quite heavy.. so tiring carrying her around... n so small, she already very lan si, always dun let me kiss her.. hmm.. jual mahal...

went melaka, but, phone memory not enuf, took pic of my aunt's new hse... damn big.. damn nice... has 2 living rooms, double storreys, big compound.. so cool.. n spiral chandeliar.

one of the living rooms n dining room..

me, trying sum clothes.. so ugly i am T.T.. gain weight

these few days in melaka, i kept on eating only.. i think my waist expand 2 inches..
list of food-
1. ast night, damn a lto fo food upon arrival.. but typical chinese food
second day
2. chicken rice ball, very special
3. cendol (tan kim hock)
4. dried coconut
5. chicken flakes (ji zai bing) ( ben, not u ar)
6. dodol
7. Rojak
8. n a lot of drinks

so a lot man.. until now i still feel nauseous...

ok, coming up next, one of my stupidest past times..

I'm a drug addict!!!!! (of cos not, where got drug addict so pretty 1...)
( dun bash me up if u're a pretty drug addict- i was juz joking)
can see my veins?? i so look like a boy..

swimming

2008-09-30T09:02:00.000-07:00

swimming damn fun, shud do it more..
n today damn happy swimming with all my lao po!!! lazy to update photos.. later i will upload..

thinking of you

2008-09-30T08:53:00.000-07:00

walking with frens, but contantly, looking to the park, has been like tat since last year...
hoping you might be there, but, oso hoping tat u wont be there..
so contradicting....
if could c u there,
heart beats will accelerate,
face will blush,
n tat feeling will cum back,
u kno it,
u always do...

but, if c u,
embarrasment will rush out simultaneuosly...
frens toking bout u,
act as if recovered,
but,
heart still bleeding,
think of u most of the time.....

egoistic,
playing the mind,
dare not confess still liking u...
probably will still think of u.... until.......

ok, not me i'm reffering to, i juz witness this today..... a girl doing tat... haha... maybe tats not in her mind, i juz simply take this as a topic.. cos, quite sentimental looking at her today.... hehe

communication

2008-09-29T04:54:00.000-07:00

More communications do not mean beta communication,

n more communications do not mean better understanding..

Yes, very true indeed, learn from amanda today... haha.. very meaningful le...

this is wat ppl always misinterpreted and take it for granted.. these teachings are all under human communication, i really agree with her lecturer that everyone should actually learn about this n government shud make this compulsory.. becos.. i bet most of us have communication problem.. especially... sum1... *ahem* hu always say "See!! tat's wat i meant, communictaion problem!!if we can eliminate all this problem, den everything will be very smooth.. so we must do report.." can guess hu??

haha, purposely...

last word, ZSQY is no gud for us,becos it can sumtimes pissed ur fren off.
But, girls are always like this.. so self-centered.. haha.. (To: Lock, from Am Am)

N, xiao mei so "Shuai"!! i damn 857.. like a stalker...

占有欲

2008-09-26T09:05:00.001-07:00

经过一些事情，我觉得，我占有欲，真得很强，又好胜，什么都想赢。

我以前不觉得占有欲是可怕的，但是我终于觉得，这种情感是非常恐怖的..

然后，我也终于明白死猪的感受。他每次讲，他介绍两个朋友认识，结果他的那两个朋友认识后，跟对方比跟他更熟。我起初觉得有什么好难受的，但是，原来是真得那么难受...

Hehe.. soli pig... last time nvr empathize u... now i finally undastan...

Soli x 1000

2008-09-26T08:59:00.000-07:00

soli soli, to "sum1"... i promise my mouth wont be so big anymore...

i will think b4 i tok..

i always tok b4 i think.. infront of any1, i juz dun tok only..

pls dun angry me...

u hv my word.. i wont do it again.. if i do, i slap myself...

but u ar, oso cannot so ZSQY 1 ma.. if your level of (ZSQY) increase i will "zha" you, cos u all last time always say me when i with killer.. u beta be careful.. wahahaha..

5L, can undastan??

check out 5 L blog la

quote

2008-09-25T08:51:00.000-07:00

因为曾经拥有，所以害怕失去
但，因为曾经失去，才懂得珍惜

once u had it, u're affraid to lose it,
but, only when u lost it, you will learn to appreciate it...

nice quote eh?? i kinda like this quote lately..

fed up + upset

2008-09-25T08:37:00.000-07:00

so angry so angry so angry!!!!!

where got boy like this 1?? okla, a lot of boys are like tat...
(* ahem!!! pls dun misundastan, i'm saying on behalf of a fren of mine)
dunno la, maybe becos i'm a girl i not very sure....

becos to me, tat boys seems to like my fren, but, then now, he told my fren tat he's interested with the girl sitting beside her, n he's not intended to hv any relationship... walao eh....

tat boy ar, even passer by can tell he's staring at my fren all the time...

now he made my fren like him... but...

n i'm very upset... becos i'm such a lousy love consultant... sob sob... i tot he like my fren le, mana tau... haiz... i think i will not going to give any advice on luv already la... haiz..

fed up la... i think hor, i will advise my fren, juz give up la... haiz...

2 of my frens, now, 1 (fail)... so, to "guan si feng" ex, your our last hope... haha.. so dramatic i am...

sum photo updates

2008-09-23T08:48:00.001-07:00

Wee hong:-dont capture me...

dun breathe JK n Ben damn chun

Ben scored!! YAY!!

everyone is doing sth... except for us few... cos too noob, so we decided not to interupt... Jus stand watch...

Audrey toking to amanda on phone.. JK running to get ball

very funny day

2008-09-21T07:03:00.000-07:00

i started my day with cleaning the store.. a very very dirty store-- our 5R waste station..b4 anything, hv to thx all hu came today, appreciate a lot, although michael cause a lot of trouble.. n those hu din, prepare for sum trouble.... (*evil grin....)

it was full of cockroaches the day before, so we put trap n some moth sth sth....
den, today, when we open the store, there was no cockraoch n none only 1 was in the trap... so weird, but we din care.... although no cockroach, the store is full with crickets... so weird... n shits ( which belongs to all sorts of pests)..

cleaning part i will jus show pic la, i skip to the ending, where we decided to open 2 boxes of unused flourescent lamps, cos sum 1 said if therer are cockroaches' eggs in it, then wat we did today will be wasted.

so we opened, guess wat.... thousands of of cockroaches came out from there... everyone jumped away except ben ( HERO), n wherever mun hin was, the cockroach went with him, cos u can see cockroaches cuming out from his shoes, underneath his ass... n den hor de bernard ar, his size is 100000000000 times bigger than the tiny cockroach, but still afraid of them, haiz, so no use... :P

tat's ben.. the spiderman.. Man of the day..

look how dirty the compartment in our store is....

Me n brad.. not very sure wat we're doing... Ben still "spiderman-ing"

too smelly, very reluctant to go in....

washing roadway outside the store too...=.=

Ben unclogging the only water passage of the store..

JK turned de mask around n tie de string to his forehead...trying to act cool(fail la of coz)..but paiseh to take picture.. Can see him blush ar??

taking a break.. Guess wat was mun hin, de 1 sitting beside me, doing... (playing pokemon in his phone) so swt wwei!!! check out brad n my expression when we found out...

curi tulang.. can see clearly JK's up-side-down mask??

Me n wei... i look so ugly..But when i trying to act ugly, i look better than i act normal =.=

Thx Ahwei, the photographer of the day.. tat's y she rarely appear in da photos..

Do u think story has cum to an end?? well it hasn't
we continued playing bkb without ash.. this time, i din play at all, i was in the court, trying so hard, i swear.. but, with ben n JK in the team, tak payah main la, they 2 enuf to ta pao others d la.. so i went out the court b4 the game ended, to join my 2 wives who ponteng their college n droped by to hv a visit. Audrey n Violet...

Haha..

weak point

2008-09-21T06:55:00.000-07:00

Tat time after school, ah wei, asked me, wat is the thing tat will immediately pissed me off... den she told me, hers is ppl calling her noob... haha.. cos sum1, called her tat b4, n (secret-dun tell any1 ar, is Raymond-DA STUPID GUD FOR NOTHING Ex)
ok, cum bak to me..
at first i couldn't think off any, i only said,"probably things tat offend my maruah.." haha..
until recently, i found out wat. i dun like nbeing accused of things i din do, n especially, involving money.. Like, sum1 say i intend to cheat their money or sth like tat.. I din notice, until i fought with my mom last night, she accused me off trying to cheat my sis's money (jokingly), i straight away fought back. Then i realised, almost everytime she joked like tat to me i will angry..

Wat about you?? can think of your limit?? wat will make u immediately angry?? hehe.. like opening a forum like tat.........

yay, got nominated as creative blog

2008-09-19T06:23:00.001-07:00

Violet nominated my blog, sth like tat..

Thank you v, my blog so lame you also nominate me, gud fren la u..

However, I have a few things to do...
1. The winner must put d logo on his or her blog.(Done~)

2. Put a link to the person who awarded u.

3. Nominate 5 blogs.

4. Put links to d blogs.

5. Leave a message to ur nominees.

i will nominate Mei Wah, Yy Ling, Wee Hong, Eva and Sharon

代价？？伟大？？

2008-09-19T06:23:00.000-07:00

我不能把这些话用英文讲，不能让一些我不想他们知道的人明白，以防万一。

虽然说，我是主席，做多是应该，这我无所谓，只是，对一些，完全不帮手，玩电话，插腰站旁边的人，我觉得我没那么伟大包容他们。我没指名道姓，要是你看懂，觉得是你，就改过吧！大家都是筹委，还是朋友，所以我也只好好声好气叫你来帮忙，你当然有不帮的权利，很简单，把你的位子让给可以帮忙的人，让他们那多一点分，因为他们比你更值得拿到那些粉。

你顶不顺臭味，怕蟑螂，所以不去帮忙搬，难道我们不怕？？就算看到在多蟑螂，也还继续搬，你以为我们真得那么喜欢那些味道吗？难道一点也不觉得paiseh??你怕肮脏，难道我们喜欢？？可能我现在很火，看漏很多东西，或许你们真的有帮，是我看不见，但这是我凭我所看到的讲。

算料.... 暂且不谈这些...

My bro just scolded me... Haiz, my prob la, i dunno how to reject ppl.one of ex school mate, azim, has invited me to join his band, but, in his gang, i only kno him,so i feel a bit reluctant...So my bro keep on scolding me, he asked why i dun just straightforward reject him, i oso dunno why i cant.... haiz... chicken myself.... so frust...

secret

2008-09-18T06:29:00.000-07:00

oh, from yy lings blog... i found out a pic... hmmm... let's check out 1st, but i cant see the writing in the photo..

(yy ling, i'm not a stalker.. pls dun block me...)
i introduce.. from left, is a very pretty gal in my class, xin fei., then yy ling, very cute girl. ok, stop introducing here, n let's tok bout sth else.. hehe..
i tell u a secret regarding this photo---zi ping (the only boy in this pic) quite leng cai wei... in this pic la.. (or is it becoz my eyes got prob)... wahaha...ok, i dun mean anything, pls pls pls dun start another rumour about this.. i hv more than enough already...i just wanna share this...
wahaa.... ah wei i kno u sure agree with me (evil me), erm lao pos, if u disagree with me, juz bear with it la.. i kno u all sure "zat" me again next time.... =.=

so no life i am.... blog about sum other ppl's pic...

Chunted outing 2 day

2008-09-13T07:09:00.000-07:00

longer than i thought we would hang out.
From 8 o'clock in the morning to around 5 pm... So its 9 hours... Longer than my sleeping time...
Our First stop- Maju maju (8 to 10)

Me so cacat

All so nice

Sharon the cyclope--too shy to let us capture her photo/...
Den we went taipan-- swept all the boutique

Taipan-- trying out retro hairband.. V look nice, but not me T.T

Ah wei bought a sexy spaghetti stripe, n sharp yellow shorts
Audrey Bought a short skirt
V bought a dress, nice one..

Next stop Summit, at first we are going home, but i suggested to go summit, n that time was 3 sth already, yet audrey n ah wei agreed..

Sumit got sales... this pair of shoes only RM 17.90 (70% off)
N a lot of nice nice things too.. tml last day...

On the way home, sun too bright, so i played with audrey's sunglasses..
I hv to admit, i dun look nice in it... T.T

Audrey driving, yet got to pose.... haha (dangerous driver)

Well, basically, today we talked alot alot, i also couldnt rmbr, but, seriously, we talked non-stop from 8 to 5..... kinda... scary.... but, mostly is about relationships... haha...
well "lock" n "key"... n we cum out with a few plans... haha... so bodoh....

schoolmates called to go for lantern festival celebration.. wanted to go alot... but no transport, bcos at first mom said will go back hometown, so i din plan transport to go...n a bit tired after 9 hrs of talking (non stop) n ( still hvnt taken bath)... so, couldnt make it,.. hope they have fun.. sob sob... T.T.. i wanna go man.......... so angry/.... no transport.... sob sob....everyone is there... how can i miss it............. sorry ash for ur credit.....
thx ya for asking me to go... hv to wait until next year i guess.... sob sob =.=
Happy mooncake festival!!!

tag- amanda, audrey, violet, chee yan, eva, n ping yee (if u see)

2008-09-12T09:36:00.000-07:00

i wanna tag- amanda, audrey, violet, chee yan, eva, n mei wah
1. At what age do you wish to marry?
erm... nt very sure yet.. bf oso dun hv, tok bout marriage, like too confident hor....

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
waste time, waste life, waste waste waste everything n anything i hv.. ( so no life )

3. If you have a close close close friend since childhood who loves to take away whatever you like, including guys/girls, and he/she always wins, will you still consider him/her your friend?
i will not do anything, if i really hv a fren like tat.(*conditional).. but, of coz, i wont fren sum1 like tat. so insecure, anything oso she takes away.. who will fren sum1 like tat? logic a bit la.....

4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
OMG.. this is like a dream cum true... but i dunno what to give up la....

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
always happy

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
No

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
my family

8. When was ur latest best moment?
play bkb n be the winning team, den dim sum.... wahaha

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
maybe ( still dun hv, so i'm not sure)

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
got 2 tag me on the sme thine
i is-- great charisma, chun leadership, fun to play with
2 is, can think n delberate wisely, has own point of view, caring

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
i dunno....

12. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
i dunno too.. normally, attitude prob, but, i only feel so if i see with my own eyes..

13. What is your ambition?
i dunno

14. Is anyone really perfect?
yes- everyone (in their own way)

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
happy

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
dunno how to talk or convey wat i think, weak charisma, or can say is jus weak expressing ability

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
my mom n me wives

18. If someone had found a path to immortality to be bestowed upon you in exchange for one of your abilities, would you take it, and what would you sacrifice for it?
i wont.. for wat.??

19. What is the best thing that had happened in your life?
have a mother like mine

true Love

2008-09-10T05:40:00.001-07:00

talking bout true love, i'm not immature anymore, but, still craving for love like TV dramma (dou niu yao bu yao)... wahaha... so embarassed....

But, i'm very touched by the love zi cong towards sheng xue, its not that i-luv-you-until-i-would-die-for-you-luv, its the i-will-be-with-u-when-u're-lost-luv... So touched by that line, "i'll be there when u need me..." although this is already like a cliche, but, that scene is so touching...

ok, i'm still very immature... but, honestly....haiz, how many can hv this kind of luv?? haiz... so wish i live in TV drama... sob sob..T.T

very obscene simile

2008-09-10T05:08:00.001-07:00

Ppl normally put weird weird MSN personal msg. n de weirdest, but quite meaning ful in a way, i found out today, is--

Time is like "breast cleavage", you will hv it once you squeeze.. Took me a while to undastan..
Chinese translation:--时间就像乳勾，挤一挤就有.. Can get??

If u dun, explanation:-- We will hv some time if we squeeze our schedule.. So as our breast cleavage... if u wan sum, u jus hv to squeeze... not bad eh???

He looks so cute

2008-09-08T07:27:00.000-07:00

Today, my school "he Jun Xiang" ( don't feel like revealing his real name- later ppl found out n news spread- i die), He wears blazzer... Wasai, look more handsaome than before.. Omg, So yeng man!!!!

N den hor, today, i became match maker--- wahaha... create chance for toothpick n her "key" together.. undastan??? if dun, i explain personally.... N den hor, Jee Keng drove back today, so yeng, can drive le.... not bad, he look so stupdi sutpid, but still can drive. Then, i say haiz, he always look so stupid stupid nerd nerd, but, sum1 say, like tat only cute ma... wahahahaha..

Kita faham faham la who i am saying... :P

N... i Found Pn. Chong's Blog...... OMG.. Her english super chun!!!

Life's started to be a bit boring wohtout love (confession)

2008-09-07T07:01:00.000-07:00

Hey, i nvr thought i would feel like that, but, suddenly on this Sunday, spent whole day sleeping, eating n lingering around doing nothing, i finally agreed with wat tha ming said yesterday... wahahaaha... life's boring without love... wahaha...

N den, tell ya a secret.. my school, now only i noticed ( i'm so so slow), a cute guy... very smart, canot say as handsome, but smart... Ah wei asked me to shut up the other day, cos in one day i mentioned he's smart for dunno how many times... wahaha.. but, he really very "shuai" in a way...

N u know, this statement, ah wei has made months ago.. But, i never agreed, until lately... wat's wrong with me man??!!

i would like to put his photo here, but, i do not have.. well, description-- he looks like "he jun xiang" not face, but, the way he walk n stand... wahaaha..

N den, another thing... Yu Fang damn chun lo... i meant that girl same class with us in U8 form 4 & 5.now she in taylors, n that popular guy (rmbr??) also in taylors, came to me yesterday in MSN, asking bout her... Stalking her... Walao eh...... can you imagine that?? He found out she is related to me sumhow thru stupid facebook... N came to ask bout her... =.=|| nth to say.. speechless....

i hate yu liang

2008-09-04T08:08:00.000-07:00

everyone is hving their own bz life.. cum out yam cha one day le.....
anyone got yu liang's invitation to his gathering???

man i did not receive le... he has issuses with me ar so angry...

cute little thing--sth for ah wei

2008-09-03T05:52:00.000-07:00

I took all these from mei wah's blog.

eh, ah wei, i personally feel this picture very suitable for you. can see the wording hor? very emo little thing, just like your face. haha.
i put up summor.

I personally like this the most.

This 2nd i like the most.

This 1 very cute...

Haha!!! say no n you die!!!

SURPRISE!!!!!!!! I Love You!!!

I Love You!!!

Please don't leave me..

Tagged

2008-08-30T07:35:00.000-07:00

So happened, i have on9 mood today, and found out i have been tagged, so touched that there is still one person, rmbr me on9... sob sob, (basically that's cos i have not on9 for a while)..

The 6 person i wanna tag
1. ah wei
2. mei wah
3. sharon
4. erm..
5. erm..
6. erm..
Sorry bro, my other frens have all been tagged, n i do not hv much frens, (whom i kno) with blogs.. (excuse :p- i;m juz lazy to track dem down)

2. 6 things i'm passionate about:
movies
music
olympics opening ceremony
food
food
food
(because of famine 30, my craving for food increases 100 folds)-- that's y i hv gained so much weght.. n tat explains y, no boys kau me lately.. SOB SOB!! WAAA!!

3. 6 things i say too often
CHicken ( cos i dun wan to swear when i'm pissed off)
fucker
ma de
mCH ( too rude to be decoded)
my god ( cos lately things jus got out off hand)
omg

4.6 books i hv read recently..
none (oops)

5. 6 songs i hv listened over n over again
jason mraz- i'm yours... nice song. that's all folks.. sorry for letting time being ahead of me so much...

6. 6 things i learnt in the past years
dont be bossy
respect others
appreciate your fren
dun keep your feelings from your frens, ( especially the ones you feel bad about)
to get sum1 u like, mus be bold enough (ps: dun be like pig and toothpick)
dun get laid easily, especially for girls, cos its a one- way trip..

It has been a while

2008-08-04T03:19:00.001-07:00

Very long, i hv left my blogging life.. or do i even have 1?? why do i hv a sudden whim now?well, everyone around me is writing, n i hope they kno wat's going around me too....

Well, i had a dream last night... Haha.. Forgot to tell ah wei... Its about moon... I dreamt that he still likes me... Guess i still cannot get through him, but, not the him now, its the him last time... So sad to reminisce these stufff...... I miss those days a lot... one of my best memories.. sth that is so near yet so far... one day, i wanna get that feeling back... ( nt neccesary from him). But, now i hv a lot of htings to do, plus, no 1 is even near to my type in Form 6... So sad... Haha..

But, things seem dif fr ah wei... haha... wahaha... so funny..... y she will even like him.... he is the least espected 1 lo.... haha... fate la... wat to say...

N den hor, today Jee Keng, became our committee, out of no where... wonder wat we shud do to David when he found out... Hopefully things work out this week, n i can becum less busy and everything runs smoother... very sick of running up down n skipping clases... if things maintains like tat i wil kill myself.

Another happy thing today is that i hv finally been offered the scholarships from government. i missed the JPA, and even the apeal, finally, they offer my scholarship now. Rm200 per month.. Its a very gud news within these few months...

Today was quite hectic.. after skul, 5R meeting, then straight away to HELP college, give 30 hour famine forms, then tat ben ar, told me he doesnt hv address of all participants, oh.. so frustrated.. this thing is still not dne.... next next week is holiday already, n if we dun get this done soon, how can we go... so frustrated... Argghhhhh!!!!! Then, ah wei's interview, not bad the employer, n his children llok exactly like him...(of coz)... n its kinda an easy money... jus guide the children thru their homeworks n sum revision books, one month 600.00 or more... but, y din i take this offer? cos i'm affraid that i cannot catch up the pace of my life.. My footsteps are forced to be quicker...

Catch me when i fall.. Guat Guat...

stressed

2008-03-23T09:21:00.000-07:00

stressed.. cant breathe..God, save me pls..

stressed- accused of commtting crime--huh?

2008-03-22T08:03:00.000-07:00

well, this month, surely everyone will be bz applying this n tat, its either you go straight to college, or still awaiting answers from your scholarhsip applciation. Well, i'm the one, still working on the application. pity me.. i relaly cant sleep everynight. so stressed.. thinking, thinking thinking... very afraid n anxious.. worried tat i might left out some points or important matter... until, now the forms i completed, i still havent post them.. i really am suffocating... i never realised that even after graduated from high school, life could still be so hectic and stressful... pls give me back my no-worries-life.... omg... pls cum back acumanametata..

n den, i chop sth myself at skul, the kerani say, hey you, saya boleh tangkap kamu tau.. you sedang langgar peraturan, tapi, saya tolong kamu, saya takkan beritau pengetua..... i wonder.. did she even mean.. any line tat she said... who cares.. wow, i'm about to be a convict man.. how cool... i wish it would be that simple... =.= these ppl have a pea brain man... nvr think out of their puny box.. (amazingly, her big huge body could fit in).. well.. she should learn to shut up one day.. hopefully

how i feel

2008-03-14T11:04:00.000-07:00

yup, it has been long
well, first thing first.. i got straight A's, yet, i wasn't quite satisfied. you can say i'm insantiable, cos i'm not.. i juz couldn't believe tat, all my life, i wont win sum ppl.. i juz can accept and comply with it.. ya ya ya.. i heard ppl saying she is out of her mind, very to compare, like to win, thinks all bout winning. Ya, right, as if you dun have a problem. Pls, dun condemn me until that extend. i hv feelings too, okay? you're fine with my results, but i'm not, why should you care, and give comment? Ok, frens, is still frens.. dun cross oer tat border. sumtimes, i dun feel like talking to you all.. anyone of you. all you know is hurting me.

n, i still wanna say, you have problems too, okay? when we tell you your prob, wat u say? you will only say, "tat's me, i cant change." its a very irresponsible word to use. 1st, you nvr care bout our feelings, 2nd, i really felt angry to hear tat. i dunno la, i nvr can fight win you 1, n you will not listen (maybe you depreciate me, or contempt me-who knows) so i alredy dun feel like talking more to you. you like to be like tat, is your option, since you have been living like tat since dunno when.n i know clearly i hv no right, n no thx, i dun wan it either..

no offence, i'm jus releasing some anger here, juz take it as you nvr seen it if you do/did.

a day out- tequiero yo!!

2008-02-15T20:00:00.000-08:00

day after valentine's day, 5 of us supposed to go out, yet, amanda din show up. i showed up late tat day. becoz of teahcers, erm.. quite fed up actually.. my first round there, soong take leave, cheng busy, n scolded me for going to her so late- as if i wanted to, ppl working le.. btw, she straightened her hair.. imagine (i din give comment-dun accuse me for anything). not only so, i wanted pn rubiah to certified n sign the recoomendation letter, yet everyone said, she is on a long vacation, will be back on 26th, cos her son marrying. wow.. seriously wtf man..

but, i really belif (now) in the thing called law of attraction -let me explain.. our human brain, there's an inner part, well, which control our thoughts, n the msg we deliver.

example, a sad ppl, her thoughts, negative, she will give a sad signal to others, ppl will feel that she is dull , n will they like her???

answer-no..

so, i was so mad when i came back home after the first trip to school, then i reahced home, my mom corrected my thoughts. so, i dun blame those teachers anymore, i tried to stay as positive minded i could. guess wat, my second trip(on the same day) to school, pn rubiah's juz in the office, to sign sum letter before her long vacation.. my god, straight away, i asked her to sign n certified sum things.. n mission accomplished

so- conclusion- positive minded is always inportant!!!!

den, i arrvied at 12 sth reaching 1, the show we're suppoesed to watch, will be starting at 1.10.. so, i din get to eat at kim gary.. sob sob.. i have craved for it so long.. yet.. F...

nvm, n comment for kungfu dunk, the movie i watched- not bad.. i nvr expected it to be that gud.. illogical though.. but, seriously not bad. me n violet said, erm.. beta than CJ7 in a way la.. not overall..

n hor.. hehe, i hv precious n exclusive news wei!! wahaha.. violet got admirer!! n she really becum more feminine alredy,. while saying this, i'm feeling very sorry n regret for myself. cos i hv cut my hair until damn short. well, more masculine for me.. swt.. now i cant even tat shirt i juz bought. n audrey, still a losser.. wat a losser (i'm saying myself as well)

then, we took sum photos b4 going back.. kinda stupid.. but, definitely going to be hard to take these type of photos again. so i appreciate them all.. n luv them as well.

Valentine's day

2008-02-14T08:55:00.000-08:00

today, seriously, wat a day... i enjoyed it. the happiest n most fantastic is having my old fren, my stupid bro, moo moo.. long time nvr see him... haha, tat fat cow fat d... wahahaha.... actually, juz feel very grateful n paiseh... coz i felt like wasting his whole day, keeping me company, n even helped me with work.. i'm kinda selfish right? couldnt keep him company (in a better way) whole day, but i still insisted him coming... erm... well, i juz wanna see him, n since to day is a special day, so i wanna give it a try to see whether hv chance of seeing him anot... like meeting old fren, feeling so good... had a great n hppy time/....

n den, fun part is during break time... wahaha, called amanda to meet at sakae.. wai kit, long time no see, came along as well.. haha... his first comment- why cut so short??.. well, i wonder too.. haiz... a bit regret.. but, i know i still look the best.. cos i read books everyday...erm, although it doesnt make sense, but there's a proverb in chinese saying, -without books for three days, your look will be terribly distorted... (ok, i exagerated a bit) n den, we were all so stupid at the ordering.. n den i was rushing rushing.. eating eating, ended up with a stomach ache-cos the fish is so smelly... well, i cant stand seafood tat is not fresh
(like -duh... i'm borned in a sea-food village).. i enjoyed tat dinner.. i think its nice.. n eating with moo, ling, n kit.. well.. we made quite a lot of jokes.. laughed all the way.. n ate all the way.. did u notice i focus on the eating part a lot?? well i cant really help.. tat's y i'm living for.. wohoohooor..

b4 the day is called off... 3 freaks came with a weird face expression.. n a pretty girl showed up.. i really wonder at first who this girl is.. oh, then i realised it was hui fen... swt... well.. i can only say -女大十八变.. wahaha.. but, i turned ugglier.. so unjust.. hmm..n sumhow, they found my weakness n kept on pointing into it... which is food.. they said they had sumthing nice.. very very nice... well... i really strike at the centre,n got a jackpot, cos food is the only thing tat can fluctuate my emotions a lot... wohoho.. i dun get the name -fei po- for no reason..

there.. cum the sad part.. or u may say annoyed part.. i received a teddy today.. erm.. dunno from hu.. anonymous... ask rong er to give me.. sorry rong er, i hv forgotten u, but, i knew tat you were familiar.. tats y when she gave me the bear, i am very concerned tat if she was the one paying.. cos,we are not very closed, n if lets say she paid for it, n den the "guy"-which i dunno who, din pay her back, tat will be a gift from her -accidentally... so i intended to pay her, at least i make it a gift from my self.. i dun really craved for a gift,, at least not like tat.. if u wanna give me, pls, dun ask ppl to pay first.. last time the case was ah wei.. i alredy fel;t very bad.. seriously i dunno how to explain.. well, i dunno who this fella is, but, i will appreciate more if u dun give me this pressent if rong er was the one who paid for it juz now.. but if the fact is not like tat, i would not give any comment, cos having a presetn on valentines day is still a gud thing..

but,, having my frens with me, is also a great gift alrdy

n i nvr knew tat giving ppl a surprise gift, could be so fun n exciting.. well continue back to the sakae, i left early, n moo moo was paying for me. i could guess it wouldnt be sheap, well, probably guilt, but i hv always wanted to give him a present, for keeping me company through hard times.. but i din expect him to cum actually, although i hope-cos he always last minute FFK me.. haha so i din prepare a present, den i spotted one, i dunno y, i liked it quite alot, cos thats my fav colour n, so good to touch.. so i bought, n i wrapped it.. stealthily.. n den, there goes the present.. well, that process was fun..

i really love to day.. precious memory... ^_^

2008-01-28T07:17:00.000-08:00

i realised, i have a big prob. very not truthful, to anyone at all.... with dif ppl, i'll say dif thing, tat they like to hear.. again, this is still my prob
from last time till now...

i was thinking.. was it becos of there is too many of us in the gang? well, commitment of each of us has been divided into 4.. so each getting probably not equally bits.. den jealousy occur..

working exp..

2008-01-26T08:14:00.000-08:00

wow.. today, i have nth to do at all... revision depart, cant read book, even if i wanna read occasionally, no way i'm touching revision book right? but, unfortunately i did, maths... i think actuaries is really the right path for me.. i really like maths.. its the only thing i feel challenging enough yet, understandable.. haha... later on, i go to english department, n took a horoscope book without anyone knowing, hid at a merely noticeably corner, den started reading... n den, once in a while,i peeped, n i jutted my head out to looked around, den, when i realised, i hv stayed at the corner long enuf, i walked around at each corridor for a while b4 continuing back. that's the only thing i did today... imagine, got paid, becos you read a book tat's not from your department, n stood all day without sitting... its a not-bad- offer actually... but, its too boring.....

MAN!!! ITS JUZ TOO BORING!!!

guess wat i read.. hmmm horroscope.. as usuak.. i read mine first.. then.. u'kno who... n wow, damn freaking correct n matches all our characteristics so well... n oso... me n his matching rate is 4 luv.. n all the details i feel is quite ture... n when match wif er-ehm's horroscope, 4 luv either.. i wonder y... well.. but, i think is not so correct.haha =p

hmmm... i suddenly got tat feeling, i feel like resigning, i kno i shudnt, but, its really too boring there.. not challenging, nothing much to learn.. i shudnt hv reject the sushi king... they will nvr take me back again... T_T.. n the mantra oso... haiz... nnvm... popular not bad oso la... work for another... 5.... months.... die lo
i think oso scared.. leg shivering...

recently... SB got new liked girl... i was abit erm... upset... i wonder y either... den until i meet him in person, i realise, tat, the feeling i had, was sumthing i tot i shud hv, i mademyself to feel tat way, n actually it wasnt wat i supposed to feel.. i dunno how to say la... after meeting him, i realise, is not tat scary after all..

haha.. n i shud blessed him with all my heart to be wif tat girl, after all, i disappointed him first... haha