lost

i dunn wat i want to pursue now.. yesterday went to ucsi with py, botak n hx. was exposed to pharmacy, i suddenly wonder, is this what i want? Hearing what i might be learning in four years, i felt extreme boredom and uncertain for my future, thanks to hx... kept putting off my flame for pharmacy.. but i oso wonder, if i really want pharmacy...

now, i lost n confused with the sequence of courses and uni's i put in ipta application..

oh no... i am so lost!!!

ppl around advised to go overseas... but i dun even know where to start.. how i wish, everything is all done for me and i just need to walk the path.. but, things are not like tat, i need to make my own decision, which i am affraid it might not be the right one for me..

T.T lost..

stpm results

OOOMMMMGGGG~!!!! not having any intention to brag about my results, but... i got 4 flat for stpm!!!!! 4.0 !!! omg!! omg !! omg!!! so happy until, i non'stop toking today!!!! seriously.. with my best fren.. ah wei...haha.. we 2 tok damn alot today... really non stop..

i'm happy for py n hx too!!! both 4.o scorer...

n i am sad for hee zhern, he is very brilliant n smart, although we r enemies, but i muz admit he is a very gud person too... haiz, dun understand y this happen to him... but, he will definitely do very well in his life..

n i conclude tat, i am very lucky. i dare not say i am very smart or hardworking, because i bet others are smarter n put in more effort (since i always go watch movie, karaoke, n shopping like almost every month few times). moreover, i did not do my papers very well. I left one entire question for maths paper 2, 17 marks.. cried like shit tat day... den, chemistry, paper 1, cant finish 5 questions, pleaded the inspector to give me extra time, so fortunate my wish was granted.. lastly, pa paper 1 i tembak quite a lot...

i am so lucky.. i wonder what good deed have i done to have this wonderful thing happening to me... i must do something back in return.. i nvr felt so grateful in my life, n i am very proud of myself too.

STPM

AAARRRGGGHHH!H!!!! left around 1 more day!!!!!! dunno wat to think of... N oso very lost... T.T

i juz found out today... ruan jing tian got gf... haiz emo.. i so luv him la... T.T

New Job!!

getting new job!! only one sat and sun, working in giant usj. some stay free thing.. 10 to 10. very long ar... but 1 day RM 80, quite gud la. the bad thing is need to go for training, in damansara.. =.= juz to go there oso feel like dying.. l8r ask mom c how.. sat n sun i oso nth to do.. nth wrong la accepting this job.. but a bit not worth lo, only 1 week. sum project 1 month le. 1 training for 1 month's job, so gud.. if every job only 1 week, summor need go training.. then can die lo.. =.= tired..

this time is sumthing like sanitary pad. for stay free company.. : ) shud be sth easier than maggie mee chicken stock n liquid thing.. *hope very hard*

sumhow i feel like lucas now, haha cos he work the shit out of himself to earn money.. i'm doing the same too.. hehe

MY QUEEN 2

The reason i so liked this drama becos it's abit dif from other love series..

this is a love story between a 33 yr old woman with a 25 yr old boy.. haha... very very unusual... yet so sweet!!! so romantic!!! oh man... i'm stucked in this imaginary world... again... save me.. T.T