i realised, i have a big prob. very not truthful, to anyone at all.... with dif ppl, i'll say dif thing, tat they like to hear.. again, this is still my prob
from last time till now...

i was thinking.. was it becos of there is too many of us in the gang? well, commitment of each of us has been divided into 4.. so each getting probably not equally bits.. den jealousy occur..

working exp..

wow.. today, i have nth to do at all... revision depart, cant read book, even if i wanna read occasionally, no way i'm touching revision book right? but, unfortunately i did, maths... i think actuaries is really the right path for me.. i really like maths.. its the only thing i feel challenging enough yet, understandable.. haha... later on, i go to english department, n took a horoscope book without anyone knowing, hid at a merely noticeably corner, den started reading... n den, once in a while,i peeped, n i jutted my head out to looked around, den, when i realised, i hv stayed at the corner long enuf, i walked around at each corridor for a while b4 continuing back. that's the only thing i did today... imagine, got paid, becos you read a book tat's not from your department, n stood all day without sitting... its a not-bad- offer actually... but, its too boring.....

MAN!!! ITS JUZ TOO BORING!!!

guess wat i read.. hmmm horroscope.. as usuak.. i read mine first.. then.. u'kno who... n wow, damn freaking correct n matches all our characteristics so well... n oso... me n his matching rate is 4 luv.. n all the details i feel is quite ture... n when match wif er-ehm's horroscope, 4 luv either.. i wonder y... well.. but, i think is not so correct.haha =p

hmmm... i suddenly got tat feeling, i feel like resigning, i kno i shudnt, but, its really too boring there.. not challenging, nothing much to learn.. i shudnt hv reject the sushi king... they will nvr take me back again... T_T.. n the mantra oso... haiz... nnvm... popular not bad oso la... work for another... 5.... months.... die lo
i think oso scared.. leg shivering...

recently... SB got new liked girl... i was abit erm... upset... i wonder y either... den until i meet him in person, i realise, tat, the feeling i had, was sumthing i tot i shud hv, i mademyself to feel tat way, n actually it wasnt wat i supposed to feel.. i dunno how to say la... after meeting him, i realise, is not tat scary after all..

haha.. n i shud blessed him with all my heart to be wif tat girl, after all, i disappointed him first... haha