christmas!!

i dunno y i'm so excited.. i dun even hv any plan for tml yet (dun think i'm getting any)... haha... sien la, everyone oso got plan d... oh, this beautiful season is making me sad... hey, u guys with plan, appreciate those ppl u r going out wif.. haha.. gosh!!! i sound like i hv no fren...

Practically, me fren are all too bz, n i am abandoned.. wat to do... life's like tat... sob sob.. oh man, xmas is supposed to be happy... n yet... my xmas wish-- pls send me sum1 to be with tml.. pls pls pls... evangeline... haha (from princess n frog)..

i shall wish even harder... pls pls pls.... pls pls pls.... give me a happy xmas... hehe... tat will do...

enjoy everyone!!!

random

watched 2 movies today, one is in the noon, the other is at night, with the guys n den family... 2 great movies... my fav.. haha... juz came back from penang n langkawi not long, was feeling extremely void.. for sum reason... i kinda developed sum weird sensation... haha... n i realised is juz sum vacation crave... quite scary though.. but, i hv moved on for sure.. a new life will start tml... haha... i'm wondering how are the others doing, especially ping yee n botak...

here i hope my fren can moved on, or he already had.. dunno... n my other fren can get mature a bit... haha.. so tat it'll be easier for everyone of us...

n oso, congratz to my beloved wife... haha... she's in a relationship.. OMG!!! tadaaaa!! its audrey.... i reallly hope she will be happy... n sweet always.... ya, drown in luv... wonder when will my time comes.... haha.... guess i shall continue wait... T.T... alone again this christmas.. well, gotta get used to this lonesome... haha..

ya, toking bout xmas, haha, i really like this season... so warm, so happy... season to stick with everyone u luv... luv christmas carols, all of them... so engulfed with love...

ohya, new updates, sze tah, is now with ping ying.... haha gossip... juz found out from facebook... very shocking... nvr expect... so sweet.... haha.... n oso mei wah with jin ee... omg... this makes me feel worse... y is everybody getting together n i'm staying single... so unfair... haha, juz joking, anyway, wish tat they will be happy always... haha...

cant wait... xmas coming... i dunno wat's up is wrong with me... haha....

today me n wee hong also bought sth for ben, guess wat, sth related to butterfly.. haha, cos he got engaged in penang with a butterfly... but it died in the end... so, we gave him a butterfly to reduce his sorrow... wahahaha.... wow, c, another couple... wat to do... luv is all around

another stage

in a very happy mood these day, haha...
n found out lei wei googled my name... haha... n found out sth juicy... woohoo...

ok, i hv watched "up" recently, not the entire one, but, parts by parts.. is about the promise of this old man to his wife 70 years ago. he pulled his hse along throughout the whole journey.. den de end, he let the hse go.. juz like letting the burden go.. this is wat i am feeling now... haha... how cum??? god knows..

but, toking bout "up"... the relationship between them is so sweet.. so devotional... so.. touching.. until my tears cum out.. so weird, easily touched by similar true n strong relationship recently... haha, partially admire n partially jealous.. haha..

well. recently so much things had happened.. i was dreadfully emo, until i think i hv gained sum wrinkles... but, i think i hv succesfully gone thru it... like i'm at the other stage now... haha... burden gone.. but.. purse bleeding... extra spending.. T.T summor today went out to eat wif ah wei, Vv n mun hin.. very long nvr eat lunch after school... summor ate at Bliss... last time i used to go there a lot.. with sum1.. haha... reminiscing, i cant belif so much has happened... yet, everything went back to zero now.. but, i belif after all these, i hv undergone sum sort of self develoment n improvement... haha.... well, at least i kno how to judge myself beta, n hopefully i can judge others beta next time....

hehe... all the best to myself maintaining this extremely gud mood!!!

travellin soldier by Dixie Chicks

"Travelin' Soldier"

Two days past eighteen
He was waiting for the bus in his army green
Sat down in a booth in a cafe there
Gave his order to a girl with a bow in her hair
He's a little shy so she gives him a smile
And he said would you mind sittin' down for a while
And talking to me,
I'm feeling a little low
She said I'm off in an hour and I know where we can go

So they went down and they sat on the pier
He said I bet you got a boyfriend but I don't care
I got no one to send a letter to
Would you mind if I sent one back here to you

Chorus: I cried
Never gonna hold the hand of another guy
Too young for him they told her
Waitin' for the love of a travelin' soldier
Our love will never end
Waitin' for the soldier to come back again
Never more to be alone when the letter said
A soldier's coming home

So the letters came from an army camp
In California then Vietnam
And he told her of his heart
It might be love and all of the things he was so scared of
He said when it's getting kinda rough over here
I think of that day sittin' down at the pier
And I close my eyes and see your pretty smile
Don't worry but I won't be able to write for awhile

[Chorus]

One Friday night at a football game
The Lord's Prayer said and the Anthem sang
A man said folks would you bow your heads
For a list of local Vietnam dead
Crying all alone under the stands
Was a piccolo player in the marching band
And one name read but nobody really cared
But a pretty little girl with a bow in her hair

[Chorus x2]

emo day

i shudnt be on9 at this hour.. supposed to be studying, working hard... but, i muz release.. well, sth happened today, or nth at all... i feel like i 'm waiting for sth... which myself oso dunno wat... like sudden lonesome has engulfed me... or wat i always say, void in the sole.. it started off as usual, happy day... until... i oso not sure... mood swing.. n den, tears came out from my eyes.. has been happening quite often lately..

lately i hv decided, to becum doctor, i dunno whether i can make it anot, but this is my ambition for now. i hv nvr been so determined and confirmed b4.. when shu xian was asking me, if u cant be doctor... i said i would dunno wat else to do in my life... n den, i heard sum stories from my mom, bout sum1 just passed away.. so, sumhow this add onto my emoness.. den, i was watching the seiries, very sad n sentimental scene... extra emo

jus now i read ah wei's blog. she said" i will feel lonely, not becos i am wandering alone at else where, but the tot of no one is waiting for me back at home.." this feeling is so empty, so void, like loss of hope in life.. like this song "travelling soldier" by Dixie Chicks. very soothing music, but the lyrics, is a story bout a girl, waiting for a a soldier to cum back home. they juz met once, in a bar, while the man is waiting for the truck to take him into the army camp to come. den, he told this girl he just met:"i bet u hv a boyfren, but i dun care, i need sum1 to send a letter to.." in a way, he has no one waiting for his return, n he needed sum kind of emotional clutch... however, he didnt make it home. when his name was read at a memorial, nobody cares, except for a young lady, hiding in a corner, crying...

cute poem

i got this from a newspaper, in chinese, although is very simple, i find it very cute

the title is sth like this = wo xi huan ni xi huan wo, hao zi zai( i really dunno how to translate this)

i like to read, u like to talk
fortunately, u're not like any other childish girls
continuously asking me whether i like u or books more
or when r u going to finish reading
when can we talk

u kno i dislike noise so u always stay quiet doing your own thing
sumtimes, you will tok to our cat
reminding me soothingly of ur existence

besides reading
i enjoy the accompany of a quiet person
although u always have a lot of things to say
so much passion to give
but you understand me n learn to hold

i hv many likes' and dislikes'
of cos, u 2
your patience taught me
to like sum1
is to feel so natural when we're together

the more i kno, the more i dun undastan

There is this perso, whom i kno for quite sum time already, n i feel tat he had becum more n more like a stranger to me, as i kno him more..

At first impression,
very humble, easy going
friendly
helpful
funny
and nice to be with

now, the impression
does not has own stand, changes with the flow
will not reject anyone that approaches, i mean anyone at all
always like to cross borders, care 2 much bout all the things tat are non-related to ownself at all
say things without thinking, n r always irresponsible of wat he had said or promised
jus like to flirt around, to anyone at all.. (i dun really kno wat is purpose of doing this,probably its fun doing so by giving the misleading signal)

those qualities that are good at first, becum the bad ones... very funny huh?? but, its very real... i dun kno, whether this fren of mine has changed, or is just like tat from the start.. juz tat i din kno well at first..

i oso feel very wasted, as most of us agreed that this fren is very nice in the beginning... no one know things will turn out this way, n a person that looked so mature, turn out to be a childish kid that doesnt understand the meaning responsibilities.. its really a waste, becos i must admit, anyone that gets to kno this person at the beginning,will like to hv this fren... sth i call "ren yuan hao". seriously, this is not sth u can earn, it comes from birth i belif, becos sum ppl when u look at them, immediately, u like them, but others not.. however, without good personality, of cos ppl will still dislike u after knowing u... jus tat, u hv won others' liking at the start.. bonus!! haha...

even until now, sum of my frens still find it hard to blif that the true personalities of this fren of ours are like tat, well, becos of the superbly good impression given.sigh

another day has gone
i'm still all alone
how could this be
you're not here with me..

luv u MJ

very random topic

finally, i am updating my blog!!! yay!! give me a big clap!!!

ok, 2day, we went to play badminton, quite fun.. i think i actually played beta then the previous time. jus tat this time, my si fu is not there, very buzy wor... i hv to comment, our stamina is so damn bad... only 1 hour we played, we were exhausted.. so lousy... haha... n, me n ah wei's partnership is very bad oso... i wonder y we signed up for the doubles...

n den, when we were done, in the car, audrey was toking bout this fren of hers, having a crush on this guy since last year.. yet, she's still not over him.. u kno y? cos the boy continuously disturb her n flirt with her... i realised, most of the guys are like tat.. very de jerk... haha... n den ah wei said this, most of the boys today, if they hv got time, they dun mind giving their concern, care n extra luv to other girls no matter they like the girl anot... this is so real... i support u ah wei!!!

i damn hate those guys like tat de lo... wanna be superstar isit, n den make every girl his pet... such a jerk!!! haha..

all photos taken during last year n this year outings

blogspot is really giving me a very hard time to upload all these photos... so, i did not upload everything i took, just sum significant parts that can tell most of the story.. hehe.. enjoy..

scouts gathering night, had fun, meeting all the old frens, n looking at those juniors.... everybody meet sze tah,my senior n fren in scouts... hehe/... he became fat a bit liao le... i wanted to post other photos with all the old frens, but, cant upload it into the blog..., perhaps next time...

this is de part of the insects we catch ourselves for first 2 times we went lake view.

trip to batu caves... to... erm... buy insects... haha... me, mun hin, eva n hong yun, long lost fren... he's a very gud guy... hu ever becum his gf, she's lucky..

the one under the srhine of light, is mun hin.... hehe.. org bodoh... act holy

Xmas eve, we went out n yam cha, 4 of us, without violet... these 2 damn ss, i no mood to take picture, so i took their ss poses... hehe

so ugly 2 of them... haha.. oopss

onE DAY in the holiday, after su rong came back from sabah, we went to skul for painting, but, go orientationday, so we canceld it n went pyramid red box.. syok betul, but, i did not get to sing "zui jin" all fought for the mike... N Jee King sang the worst, cos always fool around.. THen we played with wigs, look ar eva n su rong in long long hair... Su rong with eva oso choose a few outfits for jee king n wee hong.. quite suit them... n, there r sth extra...but its PNC... haha

We ate in gasoline... pirate ship.. n i accidentally oredered extra food... luckily, can cencel order... hehe.. (tq for backing up)

Recently, my family had new members, 2 hamsters, the 1 in the hse is MI MI, the fat female hamster, big bully, n the one on the running wheel, is tam tam, small male hamster.. haha... 2 of them fought alot.. (actually is MIMI chasing tamtam) so sad

Xmas present from Ben!!! tq!!!!!

17/1/09, saturday, today got replacement class.. sat oso need go skul.. so sad...after skul, went eva's hse to finish the insect project...
the street in front of eva's hse.. su rong n i got too bored, n wanted fresh air badly, we went out to walk, n realised that this street is quite a view... ^.^

HAha, damn SS.....

the toilet wee hong got locked in... hehe

1std pic is wei xiang's back... hehe, n 2nd 1 is mun hin.... well.. story after tat is up to your imagination...

satisfying day!!!

well, first of all... We finally finished, the insect project finally!!! thank god, n thank everyone.... i jus feel so proud, n satisfied, n contented... until, so overwhelmed..... wa... very hard to describe my feeling... i feel so "high" now... haha... on drugs...


These are when we first caught the insects, n i did the perserving of their bodies. the insects in the 1st picture, have all been eating up by our biggest enemy--THE ANTS, sob sob, so sad...

TAADADADAAAA!!!!!! coming up next...... our final result...

So, wat do u think? i feel pretty proud of myself.... (n others too, cos everyone put in a lot of effort) looking at this picture, i feel so satisfied...

Look at our happy faces... wat a relief...

n todday, i finally met mun hin's best fren... he ar, always tok bout him 1, until i oso think they 2.. r...a couple.. hehe... his quite friendly, n easy to tok to, cos, oso like us, tok nonsense gang... hehe... mun hin called him cum to eva's hse, jus to help us... too bad, i din take his photo... from 2 sth, we move the insects into the container, labeling, n sealing, until 7pm... omg... we took damn freaking long...

so,reward ourselves, we decided to go 19 digital mall for a mall... n.. tat place is still quite empty, but, okla, i quite like it, cos the whole place is white...like, you know, in movies, how they show the world after death... haha choi!!!

first, we had a meal, at "ka fei tian"... de food is quite ok, n so as the drinks... n the best thing is, its free!!.. HAHA. of cos not the restaurant giving it for free( that wont happen in the real world), jus tat the meal was on wei xiang's treat... around RM 50.... so freaking expensive... thank you so much, wei xiang... haha....

N... here cums the funny part----- wee hong is locked in the toilet...

b4 leaving, wee hong suggested we explore the toilet.. so, we went in, den cum out.... wait wait wait... how cum wee hong wasnt out yet... den mun hin n wei xiang, went to check out.... n we 3 girls wait summor... wa... they 3P ke.... it's like exceptionally long, where got boys take so long 1 in toilet... den, mun hin rush out, anxiously, saying, wee hong is locked it the toilet... ( basically is becos, the toilet is very new, n the lock for each cubicle, is too tight, until cant be opened)

So, we, called in security, n summor janitors to help out... we girls, can only wait outside, so we peeped in anxiously, (like ham sap po)... haha.... until aroiudn half an hour, only wee hong was rescued... wa... so.. terrible experience for him... if it was me inside, i would hv cried...seriously.. but wee hong didi not...

rounding everything up, today is a very wonderful day, n i enjoy it to the max... luv today...