Sunday, February 28, 2010

lost

i dunn wat i want to pursue now.. yesterday went to ucsi with py, botak n hx. was exposed to pharmacy, i suddenly wonder, is this what i want? Hearing what i might be learning in four years, i felt extreme boredom and uncertain for my future, thanks to hx... kept putting off my flame for pharmacy.. but i oso wonder, if i really want pharmacy...


now, i lost n confused with the sequence of courses and uni's i put in ipta application..

oh no... i am so lost!!!

ppl around advised to go overseas... but i dun even know where to start.. how i wish, everything is all done for me and i just need to walk the path.. but, things are not like tat, i need to make my own decision, which i am affraid it might not be the right one for me..

T.T lost..

Thursday, February 25, 2010

stpm results

OOOMMMMGGGG~!!!! not having any intention to brag about my results, but... i got 4 flat for stpm!!!!! 4.0 !!! omg!! omg !! omg!!! so happy until, i non'stop toking today!!!! seriously.. with my best fren.. ah wei...haha.. we 2 tok damn alot today... really non stop..


i'm happy for py n hx too!!! both 4.o scorer...

n i am sad for hee zhern, he is very brilliant n smart, although we r enemies, but i muz admit he is a very gud person too... haiz, dun understand y this happen to him... but, he will definitely do very well in his life..

n i conclude tat, i am very lucky. i dare not say i am very smart or hardworking, because i bet others are smarter n put in more effort (since i always go watch movie, karaoke, n shopping like almost every month few times). moreover, i did not do my papers very well. I left one entire question for maths paper 2, 17 marks.. cried like shit tat day... den, chemistry, paper 1, cant finish 5 questions, pleaded the inspector to give me extra time, so fortunate my wish was granted.. lastly, pa paper 1 i tembak quite a lot...

i am so lucky.. i wonder what good deed have i done to have this wonderful thing happening to me... i must do something back in return.. i nvr felt so grateful in my life, n i am very proud of myself too.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

STPM

AAARRRGGGHHH!H!!!! left around 1 more day!!!!!! dunno wat to think of... N oso very lost... T.T

i juz found out today... ruan jing tian got gf... haiz emo.. i so luv him la... T.T

Sunday, February 21, 2010

New Job!!

getting new job!! only one sat and sun, working in giant usj. some stay free thing.. 10 to 10. very long ar... but 1 day RM 80, quite gud la. the bad thing is need to go for training, in damansara.. =.= juz to go there oso feel like dying.. l8r ask mom c how.. sat n sun i oso nth to do.. nth wrong la accepting this job.. but a bit not worth lo, only 1 week. sum project 1 month le. 1 training for 1 month's job, so gud.. if every job only 1 week, summor need go training.. then can die lo.. =.= tired..

this time is sumthing like sanitary pad. for stay free company.. : ) shud be sth easier than maggie mee chicken stock n liquid thing.. *hope very hard*


sumhow i feel like lucas now, haha cos he work the shit out of himself to earn money.. i'm doing the same too.. hehe

MY QUEEN 2

The reason i so liked this drama becos it's abit dif from other love series..

this is a love story between a 33 yr old woman with a 25 yr old boy.. haha... very very unusual... yet so sweet!!! so romantic!!! oh man... i'm stucked in this imaginary world... again... save me.. T.T