It has been a while

Very long, i hv left my blogging life.. or do i even have 1?? why do i hv a sudden whim now?well, everyone around me is writing, n i hope they kno wat's going around me too....

Well, i had a dream last night... Haha.. Forgot to tell ah wei... Its about moon... I dreamt that he still likes me... Guess i still cannot get through him, but, not the him now, its the him last time... So sad to reminisce these stufff...... I miss those days a lot... one of my best memories.. sth that is so near yet so far... one day, i wanna get that feeling back... ( nt neccesary from him). But, now i hv a lot of htings to do, plus, no 1 is even near to my type in Form 6... So sad... Haha..

But, things seem dif fr ah wei... haha... wahaha... so funny..... y she will even like him.... he is the least espected 1 lo.... haha... fate la... wat to say...

N den hor, today Jee Keng, became our committee, out of no where... wonder wat we shud do to David when he found out... Hopefully things work out this week, n i can becum less busy and everything runs smoother... very sick of running up down n skipping clases... if things maintains like tat i wil kill myself.

Another happy thing today is that i hv finally been offered the scholarships from government. i missed the JPA, and even the apeal, finally, they offer my scholarship now. Rm200 per month.. Its a very gud news within these few months...

Today was quite hectic.. after skul, 5R meeting, then straight away to HELP college, give 30 hour famine forms, then tat ben ar, told me he doesnt hv address of all participants, oh.. so frustrated.. this thing is still not dne.... next next week is holiday already, n if we dun get this done soon, how can we go... so frustrated... Argghhhhh!!!!! Then, ah wei's interview, not bad the employer, n his children llok exactly like him...(of coz)... n its kinda an easy money... jus guide the children thru their homeworks n sum revision books, one month 600.00 or more... but, y din i take this offer? cos i'm affraid that i cannot catch up the pace of my life.. My footsteps are forced to be quicker...

Catch me when i fall.. Guat Guat...