a day out- tequiero yo!!

day after valentine's day, 5 of us supposed to go out, yet, amanda din show up. i showed up late tat day. becoz of teahcers, erm.. quite fed up actually.. my first round there, soong take leave, cheng busy, n scolded me for going to her so late- as if i wanted to, ppl working le.. btw, she straightened her hair.. imagine (i din give comment-dun accuse me for anything). not only so, i wanted pn rubiah to certified n sign the recoomendation letter, yet everyone said, she is on a long vacation, will be back on 26th, cos her son marrying. wow.. seriously wtf man..

but, i really belif (now) in the thing called law of attraction -let me explain.. our human brain, there's an inner part, well, which control our thoughts, n the msg we deliver.

example, a sad ppl, her thoughts, negative, she will give a sad signal to others, ppl will feel that she is dull , n will they like her???

answer-no..

so, i was so mad when i came back home after the first trip to school, then i reahced home, my mom corrected my thoughts. so, i dun blame those teachers anymore, i tried to stay as positive minded i could. guess wat, my second trip(on the same day) to school, pn rubiah's juz in the office, to sign sum letter before her long vacation.. my god, straight away, i asked her to sign n certified sum things.. n mission accomplished

so- conclusion- positive minded is always inportant!!!!

den, i arrvied at 12 sth reaching 1, the show we're suppoesed to watch, will be starting at 1.10.. so, i din get to eat at kim gary.. sob sob.. i have craved for it so long.. yet.. F...

nvm, n comment for kungfu dunk, the movie i watched- not bad.. i nvr expected it to be that gud.. illogical though.. but, seriously not bad. me n violet said, erm.. beta than CJ7 in a way la.. not overall..

n hor.. hehe, i hv precious n exclusive news wei!! wahaha.. violet got admirer!! n she really becum more feminine alredy,. while saying this, i'm feeling very sorry n regret for myself. cos i hv cut my hair until damn short. well, more masculine for me.. swt.. now i cant even tat shirt i juz bought. n audrey, still a losser.. wat a losser (i'm saying myself as well)

then, we took sum photos b4 going back.. kinda stupid.. but, definitely going to be hard to take these type of photos again. so i appreciate them all.. n luv them as well.

Valentine's day

today, seriously, wat a day... i enjoyed it. the happiest n most fantastic is having my old fren, my stupid bro, moo moo.. long time nvr see him... haha, tat fat cow fat d... wahahaha.... actually, juz feel very grateful n paiseh... coz i felt like wasting his whole day, keeping me company, n even helped me with work.. i'm kinda selfish right? couldnt keep him company (in a better way) whole day, but i still insisted him coming... erm... well, i juz wanna see him, n since to day is a special day, so i wanna give it a try to see whether hv chance of seeing him anot... like meeting old fren, feeling so good... had a great n hppy time/....

n den, fun part is during break time... wahaha, called amanda to meet at sakae.. wai kit, long time no see, came along as well.. haha... his first comment- why cut so short??.. well, i wonder too.. haiz... a bit regret.. but, i know i still look the best.. cos i read books everyday...erm, although it doesnt make sense, but there's a proverb in chinese saying, -without books for three days, your look will be terribly distorted... (ok, i exagerated a bit) n den, we were all so stupid at the ordering.. n den i was rushing rushing.. eating eating, ended up with a stomach ache-cos the fish is so smelly... well, i cant stand seafood tat is not fresh
(like -duh... i'm borned in a sea-food village).. i enjoyed tat dinner.. i think its nice.. n eating with moo, ling, n kit.. well.. we made quite a lot of jokes.. laughed all the way.. n ate all the way.. did u notice i focus on the eating part a lot?? well i cant really help.. tat's y i'm living for.. wohoohooor..

b4 the day is called off... 3 freaks came with a weird face expression.. n a pretty girl showed up.. i really wonder at first who this girl is.. oh, then i realised it was hui fen... swt... well.. i can only say -女大十八变.. wahaha.. but, i turned ugglier.. so unjust.. hmm..n sumhow, they found my weakness n kept on pointing into it... which is food.. they said they had sumthing nice.. very very nice... well... i really strike at the centre,n got a jackpot, cos food is the only thing tat can fluctuate my emotions a lot... wohoho.. i dun get the name -fei po- for no reason..

there.. cum the sad part.. or u may say annoyed part.. i received a teddy today.. erm.. dunno from hu.. anonymous... ask rong er to give me.. sorry rong er, i hv forgotten u, but, i knew tat you were familiar.. tats y when she gave me the bear, i am very concerned tat if she was the one paying.. cos,we are not very closed, n if lets say she paid for it, n den the "guy"-which i dunno who, din pay her back, tat will be a gift from her -accidentally... so i intended to pay her, at least i make it a gift from my self.. i dun really craved for a gift,, at least not like tat.. if u wanna give me, pls, dun ask ppl to pay first.. last time the case was ah wei.. i alredy fel;t very bad.. seriously i dunno how to explain.. well, i dunno who this fella is, but, i will appreciate more if u dun give me this pressent if rong er was the one who paid for it juz now.. but if the fact is not like tat, i would not give any comment, cos having a presetn on valentines day is still a gud thing..

but,, having my frens with me, is also a great gift alrdy

n i nvr knew tat giving ppl a surprise gift, could be so fun n exciting.. well continue back to the sakae, i left early, n moo moo was paying for me. i could guess it wouldnt be sheap, well, probably guilt, but i hv always wanted to give him a present, for keeping me company through hard times.. but i din expect him to cum actually, although i hope-cos he always last minute FFK me.. haha so i din prepare a present, den i spotted one, i dunno y, i liked it quite alot, cos thats my fav colour n, so good to touch.. so i bought, n i wrapped it.. stealthily.. n den, there goes the present.. well, that process was fun..

i really love to day.. precious memory... ^_^

i realised, i have a big prob. very not truthful, to anyone at all.... with dif ppl, i'll say dif thing, tat they like to hear.. again, this is still my prob
from last time till now...

i was thinking.. was it becos of there is too many of us in the gang? well, commitment of each of us has been divided into 4.. so each getting probably not equally bits.. den jealousy occur..

working exp..

wow.. today, i have nth to do at all... revision depart, cant read book, even if i wanna read occasionally, no way i'm touching revision book right? but, unfortunately i did, maths... i think actuaries is really the right path for me.. i really like maths.. its the only thing i feel challenging enough yet, understandable.. haha... later on, i go to english department, n took a horoscope book without anyone knowing, hid at a merely noticeably corner, den started reading... n den, once in a while,i peeped, n i jutted my head out to looked around, den, when i realised, i hv stayed at the corner long enuf, i walked around at each corridor for a while b4 continuing back. that's the only thing i did today... imagine, got paid, becos you read a book tat's not from your department, n stood all day without sitting... its a not-bad- offer actually... but, its too boring.....

MAN!!! ITS JUZ TOO BORING!!!

guess wat i read.. hmmm horroscope.. as usuak.. i read mine first.. then.. u'kno who... n wow, damn freaking correct n matches all our characteristics so well... n oso... me n his matching rate is 4 luv.. n all the details i feel is quite ture... n when match wif er-ehm's horroscope, 4 luv either.. i wonder y... well.. but, i think is not so correct.haha =p

hmmm... i suddenly got tat feeling, i feel like resigning, i kno i shudnt, but, its really too boring there.. not challenging, nothing much to learn.. i shudnt hv reject the sushi king... they will nvr take me back again... T_T.. n the mantra oso... haiz... nnvm... popular not bad oso la... work for another... 5.... months.... die lo
i think oso scared.. leg shivering...

recently... SB got new liked girl... i was abit erm... upset... i wonder y either... den until i meet him in person, i realise, tat, the feeling i had, was sumthing i tot i shud hv, i mademyself to feel tat way, n actually it wasnt wat i supposed to feel.. i dunno how to say la... after meeting him, i realise, is not tat scary after all..

haha.. n i shud blessed him with all my heart to be wif tat girl, after all, i disappointed him first... haha