thinking of you

walking with frens, but contantly, looking to the park, has been like tat since last year...
hoping you might be there, but, oso hoping tat u wont be there..
so contradicting....
if could c u there,
heart beats will accelerate,
face will blush,
n tat feeling will cum back,
u kno it,
u always do...

but, if c u,
embarrasment will rush out simultaneuosly...
frens toking bout u,
act as if recovered,
but,
heart still bleeding,
think of u most of the time.....

egoistic,
playing the mind,
dare not confess still liking u...
probably will still think of u.... until.......



ok, not me i'm reffering to, i juz witness this today..... a girl doing tat... haha... maybe tats not in her mind, i juz simply take this as a topic.. cos, quite sentimental looking at her today.... hehe